I know I'M quite happy! *wiggle*

man i thought we were pass the whole rubber ducky thing. And Rachel i'm gonna miss you this weekend! Quizzing won't be the same without your sarcasim. Oh well. at least this makes for one extreamly happy person :)

Aren't you proud of me, Jesse? See, I really do love you. Hm....So what now? Should I sing a little song for you? It goes a little something like this: Rubber ducky, you're the one.... (Crazy)

"I feel officially vindicated in my view that Valentine's Day is worthwhile holiday. I went out last night, and had an absolute blast. :) "

Yeah what Jesse said. You could of gone out and had that much fun any time you wanted. It does not vindicate your views on v-day just because that's the day you went out on and had fun. It could of snowed friday and your plans be postponed till saturday so neeehhhhh! (hehe i'm in a mature mood......and i also have the feeling i won't be experiancing much human contact for awhile :'( )

And jon, you said:
"I feel officially vindicated in my view that Valentine's Day is worthwhile holiday. I went out last night, and had an absolute blast. :) "

does this mean you don't have fun on any day other than valentine's day? Why are you restricting your fun to Valentine's day?

If you girls don't quit your jabbering about fashion and such, ie. "What should I wear to....", I'm going to have to utilize my administrator abilities and start censoring and such. I can do that y'know, cuz i'm "special." Also, I don't know if i want to continue to allow Kelly and Rachel to write here if they keep bashing me on their blog! I tried, I really did, so leave me be!

As for walk-type stuff... I am, as always, in a very confusing place. But according to the speaker at LOFT last night (aren't you proud of me? I went to LOFT!) we're destined to ALWAYS be in a confusing place. Isn't that so dern hopeful?? heh heh. Something else I realized is that I've always had a thing against allowing myself to be "spiritually rejuvenated" through sporadic religious activities such as LOFT or Creation or any other thing that has group worship time or an altar call because those sorts of things make it all seem fake and short-term. You get a spiritual high at one, and then a few weeks/months later you realize how crappy you've been doing recently and go to another even for your "God fix." Because of this philosophy, and the idea that this type of fakeness is bad, I've avoided allowing such things to affect me much. But I was wondering what it would be like if I went to/ had such events daily, and thus it wasn't such a sporadic thing and it might not just be about the spiritual high. My worry would be that I would become dependent on them, though, and wouldn't be able to handle missing such things for a week or so. Comments?

"on to some more serious matters, what has God been doing in your lives? I feel like I dont get to talk to you guys about that very much! I'm realizing asking how your week was is good, what you did and such, but its also important to ask how the spiritual walk and such is going"

I'm not sure....but i think He's teaching me patience to the point that it's almost rediculous!

Kelly, you can pull the pink girly punk off real good, it would look cool.

as far as adopting ernie i'll pass